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January 30, 2005

__ bored

hey everyone. i'll be reallie busy frm now on. so i may not update for a while. sorriex.

love rae.

January 06, 2005

_ a fresh start

firstly, sorry for not blogging for so so long. hvnt been able to cme online in quite a while. secondly, i wont be blogging abt our netball camp becos there is nthg to say abt it. we all noe how memorable the camp was, and we dont need anyone else to share our joy, fun and laughter. period.

school's jus started for less than a week. but i like school. i have a feeling that sec 3 ish gna be a fun year.. and a stressful year. *shrugs* i'll try to make the best out of it. got some pretty good tchrs. some new ones.. and some irritating ones. *rolls eyes* shall list out my tchrs.
english - mr kevin ang
chinese - mdm adela chee
Amath - miss lui
Emath - mr shaun yong
history elect & ss - ms saffiah
core geog - mrs tan-wong (a.k.a samsui woman)
chem - mrs cheong and mr roslan
bio - ms tay ling ling
yup. thats it. anyway, i shant say whos irritating, and whos good.. but jus look at the colors of the tchr's names, and compare it wif the top, u'll see wat i mean. yeah.
nthg much to talk abt sch.

less than a week has passed. yet i oredi miss zhuang. i mean, she added alot of color to the plain greens we are, yet she had to leave. smsed her a few days ago. talked abit. according to kerri, she sounds sad. but to all my msgs, she put ha has.. maybe to cover up.. but one thing's for sure, life in tk without zhuang arnd has certainly been different. *tears* i reallie miss her.

i miss her alot. haish.

this is smth she wrote. i like it. for some reason, me and van thinks its directed at me. but i shant be so hao lian.
不是故意冷漠
不是有意冷淡
不是不知道
也不是不明白
什么都可以做
除了交出我的心
什么都可以说
除了说声我愿意
我本无意留下任何足迹
却不经意地任你放纵情感
我不是一个很好的寄托
却不自主地由你挥霍青春
等待轻叩我心门的 不止你一个
期待住进我心扉的 还有很多很多
不是故意冷漠
不是有意冷淡
不是不知道
也不是不明白
只是
所有的深情几许与温柔无限
已紧锁于胸前小小的圈套
仅仅专属一人